...I *want* it.
...I *need* it.
...I finally seem to understand that, if I don't do something about improving my health right at this very moment, I probably never will.
So, where does that put me right now?
Well, on my previous post I mentioned that I had lost 5 lbs., which was great... buuuuut, even watching what I was eating, counting calories and all, I gained ALL of it back. Bummer, I know.
Well, sort of. It actually put me in a much better place mentally. I couldn't ignore that eating well alone isn't enough to help me drop the 70 -yes, that's right- 70 lbs. that I'm hoping going to lose. I also knew that I was so out of shape that, if I wanted to keep myself motivated and stick with it, I'd have to start with something a little easier. So, I started with yoga.
Yoga. Oh, I love it so much! It was the perfect way for me to regain awareness of my body and to test my strength and agility while not pushing myself too far. Most of the poses are so easy to modify, which was great for my first couple of weeks. After a few days, I felt that yoga wasn't quite enough though... so I started doing pilates as well. I decided to alternate pilates and yoga, and to do my best to not miss a day of exercise (but not come down on myself too hard if I did).
Around this time, I started reading a book that I happened to come across while my husband was dragging the family through Menards and I had to occupy the kids while he went and looked at grease -or something.....
...the book is called Organize Now!...
...(although mine isn't the fancy expanded version), and it's pretty great. One of the first things this book suggests is writing a daily to do list then later, getting a planner where you will eventually end up writing down everything you want to do for the rest of your life (pretty much).
Rather than getting an actual planner, I picked up a sweet little blank book...
...and went ahead and dated the next few months then wrote in -alternating, of course- "pilates, dishes, laundry" and "yoga, dishes, laundry" .....and what's really amazing is, I followed my plan!
...Well, for the most part, anyway.
But what counts is that I make a point of not coming down too hard on myself!!! Change *is* difficult, after all and I'm freaking proud of myself for even attempting to make so many changes and being even partially successful!
Which brings me to where I've been heading through all of this chatter... Since the beginning of the year, I am currently down in more ways than one!
WEIGHT: 9 lbs!
WAIST: 1 1/2"!
HIPS: 1 1/2"!
I've got a long way to go, but I know that I can do it! I ended up changing my workout routine for about a month and have been doing "Jillian Michaels 30 Day Shred" for ten days now, which is what seems to have melted off that inch and a half!
Anyhoo, in short:
I'm proud of myself and I plan to keep it up.
No, I *will* keep it up!
This is not a diet. This is not a phase.
This is a lifestyle change.
Tell me about how you've been working to improve yourself and your life!
